Wednesday, April 30

Hey... It's May Day tomorrow... No school, pure relaxation... Wow man, school-weary... Oopz... Just realised mi been repeating that I am school-wear all the time... Anyway, tomorrow i think i m just gonna slack it out man... Pre-exam slacking... Not bad arh? Haha... Fine... today mi nothing much to say lar... can tell rite... just write for the sake of writing... k lar, dun crap liaoz...

Posted by Isabelle at 11:12 pm

Sunday, April 27

Hey, just realise one BIG difference... Looking back at mi past, I realise I am much happier now than before... I guess your probably won't realise the difference... but anyway, the major difference is that I am truly happier now, while that time I was only trying to act
happy... I mean, really lor, every now and den, I slip into pessimistic mood... Den beri jia lat... I think I have mature through time (I am serious), and no longer the immature belle... Although I don't act like one, but at least I don't say "LIFE SUX"... (hint hint at heli)... Haha...

Don't why, but I feel lyk I suddenly "Kai Qiao" den everything's fine... Really, I think I am past the stage where everything's so suckish... No joke k? Actually mi long long time ago start blog liaoz... Just that it's not public... Mi was quite horrified when I was reading my past blogs... Wow, major difference man... Hmm... Can't believe it's so saddening... Yah, the word's pessimistic, although I tried not to show it lar... That time I realised mi more mood swings... I guess I was trying to grow up... Shan't paste those blogs here... Beri embarrassing leh... Hmm... I guess it's just part of life everyone goes through, some longer, some shorter... Probably lar...

Posted by Isabelle at 11:42 am

Please fill it out too and send it back!!! Okay, you all know the routine...copy and paste it onto a new email that you will send. Change all the answers so that they apply to you, then send this to a whole bunch of people you know INCLUDING the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little facts about your friends.

1)Starting time: 10 10

2)Full name: Tsan Xinning Isabelle

3)Nickname: belle, tsan mu pui......... hmmm.... (quite embarrassing leh...)

4)School: xmps, xmss, aj, tpj....

5)e-mail: sabelle_0191@hotmail.com

6)star sign: cancer

7)zodiac sign: tiger

8)Siblings: none.. got envy me??

9)Gd frens: hmm.. the few lor.. your shud noe lar..

10)Ever go out late @ nite: hmm... duh... if not mi y call belle???

11)Ever missed school because it was raining?: sorry arh, but half the time mi sch beside mi hse...

12)how often u go out: tat's a silly question to ask of belle...

13)Kept a secret from everyone?: duh, hu dun have secrets kept from others???

14)Had an imaginary friend?: nah.. unless, you count toking to urself.....

15)religion: christian...

16)wish 4 sis or bro: yah... can expect lar..

17)Had a crush on a teacher?: nah, not my type...

19)Ever at anytime owned a 'New Kids on the Block' tape?: huh??

20)Ever prank called someone: duh....

21)Been on stage: yah.. do you count backstage???

22)fav things: no preference....

23)Colors: blue

25)Online: duh...

26)Countries: eh, wat's de qn?? abt countries???

27)Like anyone: nah.. no time...

28)Who have you known the longest of your friend: yixin.. irony, i was nv as close wif her when we same class....

29)Who's the loudest: hmmm...

30)Who's the shyest: huh??

31)Who do you go to for advice: nah, not my type to ask serious questions....

32)Who do you get along with best: those more zi dong cum look for me wan...

---------IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU------------

33)Cried: yah, over a book called "Whitney, my love" (romance cannot arh???)

34)Been mean: duh, it's in my blood...

35)been sarcastic: duh, it's in my character...

38)Talked to someone you nv talk b4: yah.. lots...

39)Missed someone: definitely...

40)Hugged someone: dun remember..

41)Fought with your parent(s): try not to...

42)Wished upon a star: sorry arh, but singapore night sky is famous for not having stars..

43)Laughed until you've cried: dun remember...

44)Played Truth or Dare: no pple play with...

45)watched a sunrise/sunset: no time.........

46)Went to the beach at night: u think i so free...??

47)Read a book for fun: duh, how else would i cry??

48)Ate a meal: how else to reply this?? prepare funeral pls...

49)Are you lonely?: yahz......

50)Are you happy?: mayb...

51)Are you talking to someone online?: is there a need too???

--------DO YOU BELIEVE IN-------

52)God/Devil: yah

53)Love: yahz, if not where got read romance??

54)The closest fren: hm...yahz...

55)In curse: no..

56)Heaven/hell: yah

57)superstitions?: nah... old fashion...

58)Full Name: Tsan Xinmin Isabelle

59)Who named you?: my papa and mama

60)Back streets or N'sync: more towards backstreet...

61)When was the last time you went out? : friday.....

62)When was the last time you were online: yesterday....

63)What is right next to you?: milo???

64)What is your computer desk made of? steel...

65)What was the last thing that you ate: porridge...

66)where would you want to go on ur honeymoon?: no plans to get married in the near future...

67)Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with?: no plans to get attached in the near future...

68)How's the weather right now?: how to tell with the fan blowing down my neck...

69)What did you do last night?: sleep...

70)Things that you find attractive about the opposite sex?: depends...

71)How do YOU eat an Oreo?: why, u need lessons on how to eat???

72)All time favorite tv show: XIAO BAO!!

73)Dream car?: no plans to buy one in the near future...

74)What do you want to be when you grow up: dun noe and dun care... (yet)

75)Favorite music?: in my com... and what my piano plays...

76)Favorite days of the week?: fri... i guess the reason's obvious...

77)Favourite food?: no preference...

78)If you could change your name,what would it be? : issn't belle good enuff??

79)Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? : nah, scared later no place to sleep... bed too small...

80)the most stupid thing you have ever done?: acting stupid...

81)First Son's name?: no plans to have babies so soon... anyway, i want a girl...

82)do u keep pets: my last was mal mal...

83)You like scary or funny movies better?: can't understand why pple can stand horror...

84)On the phone or in person?: mayb in person bah...

85)Lust or Love?: huh??

86)wads ur hp no: 98266334

87)sports dat u play: badminton, i guess

88)dislike sports: BASKETBALL

89)Who sent this survey to you?: guess...

90)What do you think about this person? : no comments...

91)What is your favorite song?: in the com... and wat my piano plays...

92)Do you want your friends to do this survey? duh, if not y i do this??

93)Time Finished ?: 10 25

Each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive.
-Anais Nin

WAH so cheem..

Posted by Isabelle at 10:53 am

Friday, April 25

Notice I haven't posted anything since last week... Drap man, can't believe this is life. Oh well... Actually not that bad lar, but as usual, you wake up everyday with that kind of sianz feeling, then prepare for school, den drag yourself through the day, before going home to sleep, and the cycle repeats... Tiring siaz... But what can us people say? Nothing man, it's either homework or homework. Yah, drap. 5 finish school, 6 den reach home. Can you hear the school sickness symptoms?? Argh!! But lucky lar, can watch tv, that's the best part man, XIAO BAO!!! BEST TV SHOW MAN!!! Haha...

Posted by Isabelle at 11:32 pm

Thursday, April 17

Hey!! Finally getting a chance to update my blog. Hey, I'm busy k? Surprisingly, I actually like it there!! Not bad, actually. The people's nice (only with the exception of Ven!!), and the place ain't bad too. The pace's also just nice... Compared to AJ, the pace's, erm, slow. Hehe. But it's true ok? I can actually not do my work and still catch up... Not bad huh? Not like AJ, erm, well, shan't critisize it lar, it still has it's gd points...

Wa, recently very busy man... Studies, CCA... Oh yah, can you picture me writing with a brush? Ya, mi join the Chinese Calligraphy Club!! (Don't luff k?) Really lar, say oso your don't believe, wait till someday your come want my signature arh..!! Hahaha....

Posted by Isabelle at 10:35 pm

Friday, April 11

Hmm... Finally... (Relaxes for the weekend) Argh!!!! It's tiring!!! Wat de... an average of only 8hrs of sleep... Plus loads and loads of homework... sec sch pple, you all must be contented kay? (Especially directed at heLi... Life sux... Haha...) Anyway, it's good to see the weekend round the corner... I finally have my uniform, yeah... After a million times of altering and changing... It's crappy lar, I just bought it and immediately the zipper broke... Caoz... To all those who are thinking that I must be too fat, NO WAY!! (refuses to accept the truth...) So, I have to send it to the tailor, and alter the length too... And for those who are curious to see me in TPJ uniform, sorry, I don't look good in it... Hehe...

Posted by Isabelle at 10:45 pm

Monday, April 7

Wah!! I don't want holidays to end!! Not that I wanna slack some more (well, one small part of the reason), but I don't wanna face an unknown school... Really envious of Heli they all, cos they are after all going back something they belong. I am not. I don't belong anywhere. Not AJ, not TPJ. Ya know, the nervous but not exactly nervous feeling? Ya, I can only best describe it that way. Okay lar, another way of describing it -- not a good feeling. Just don't want hols to end. So soon.

Posted by Isabelle at 11:16 pm

Sunday, April 6

(At You Cai's House) Aiyo!! So noisy!! Haha, but it's good noise... You Cai's caught in a sticky situation, everyone's trying to force him to say how he and dorcas started... Haha... It's hilarious... And me, amidst the whole situation, can actually write my blog... Woo Hoo!! Well, it's a good feeling to be with all of them... Wonder is this feeling gonna last?? Hey, I am getting older, ya know... Can't fit in as well... Hmm, would I ever have this kind of feeling again?? Perhaps lar... Aiyo, I am getting melancholic... Kk, shouldn't be pesssimistic... After all, we live life only once!! It's good to just enjoy what you have now. Worry tomorrow...

Posted by Isabelle at 5:50 pm

Saturday, April 5

It's gonna be another long week... for those sec sch pple... Haha, maybe I feel just a bit envious, but come to think of it, who isn't? Come on, don't tell me you don't like hols? Haha... Well, sick of it is a definite, but who is not hoping for a break? Kk lar, fine, I am stereotyping... Fine, SARS hols are no fun... Anyway, I finished FF8!! Happy for me? Yah!! Haha... It's a accomplishment for me k? No joke. The game's tough (k lar, not as tough). Haha... Was actually worried that I won't be able to finish, so I rushed through it. Turn out had more than enough time to finish... Don't know what to do with the extra time... Slack? Yeah, maybe...